i made a new livejournal because i am dumb and tired octopijess and some of the people on here. i don't know who reads this. if you do, add bloodynosed.

i don't mind that you have left me alone with so many dead leaves nested and balanced on top of my head. it isn't your fault, really. i asked you to go away so many times, i didn't think you would listen, but hey, we all have to leave at some time. i guess i will see you next year. next year i will be a next year older and i will be ready for you. we were together all the time. do you remember that? i can hardly, it was so many next years ago. i wrote you, but you never wrote back. i guess it got pushed under a lemonade stand or marked with sidewalk chalk before you had a chance to read it. my tan is fading just like you are.


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i went to final fantasy last night. it was probably one of the top 3 shows i have been to. plus, cherie, your dancing is the greatest thing in life.

seenk to thee beet. eat your heart out mrs. huxtable. college is college is college is college is college. my roommate wakes up early i wake up early. i eat very little drink very little say very little just draw. ( i am a machine. )oh good. the people i live with are suggesting that we leave our door open AT ALL TIMES. who are these people? i don't know what's going on.

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the entire earth is balanced on my eyelids right now. i can feel it! they are proposing to make 12 planets part of the solar system since they let pluto be a planet even though its orbit is irregular and it is so small. and there were never any guidelines to what actually makes a planet, but now they say it has to be large enough to have it's own gravitational pull among other things. guess what one of the planets's names is. XENA. after the warrior princess. i am super stoked on more planets, just not ones named after muscular mythical tv babes. they should name it teena.

and more ( drawings. )sorry to everyone i didn't hang out with this summer. it's hard to when you aren't allowed to leave your house. ever. plus, i am not good at it. i am moving back to campus on thursday, i am not excited.

so i guess i deleted myspace. ( made all this junk: )

indian in the cupboard was on today. it's my second favorite movie after royal tenenbaums.

shuffle has been giving me songs that make me really sad. you know the kind of sad where you don't need to cry, you need to throw-up and curl your fingers till you can feel your heartbeat in your fingertips. i had a dream about bruce willis last night. we shared some laughs and a cup of coffee and i tore a page out of my sketchbook and jammed it into his diary when he wasn't looking.

i had more nightmares last night that i don't remember and this morning work called and i talked into the phone and it wasn't turned on. an eight hour shift on uscan is really not needed. i drew 30 pictures on receipt paper i tore out of the receipt printer. some creepy black man with blood shot eyes hit me on the shoulder with a balloon and said my name and i had no idea who he was. and than he asked me if i was ok and i said nothing. his creepiness outweighed my rudeness. it was shock, anyway. four people asked how do you get your hair to do that and i said hairspray not i haven't washed it since saturday, which is the actual truth. i am babysitting a mansion this weekend and working every single day this week. because i'm broke and i would like to be not broke so i can support my h.a.b.i.t.s. (namely, eating strawberry shortcake 24/7). i haven't had a phone call since last wednesday. god i am so popular it is really difficult to handle.

just kidding. i have.